Every kiss. Every laugh. Every hug. Every touch. Every smile. Every laugh. Every look. Every moment. Every moment ever spent with you is a moment I will never forget. My heart breaks when I think that I can’t have this whenever I want. I want you. every moment and every day. Not a thought goes by apart from you and not a moment goes by that I don’t dream I could be sharing it with you. You fit into my life more perfect than I ever dreamed you could and that’s what makes this even harder. Don’t leave me. Please come back. I’ve always needed you..through everything we’ve gone through. You’re my best friend, my everything. I don’t think i’ve ever smiled as much as I have these past 4 days. I need that. Forever. You’re every hope and every desire. You make me feel like I can do anything, be anything, feel anything. I love you more than words can say.
It’s like I try to convince myself that something is going to go wrong even when I know it won’t. It’s like I try to convince myself that you’re going to stop loving me even when I know you never will. But its moments like this where no part of my being can even convince myself that. I cling to every word you say and in a moment like this, I won’t forget a single word.
"I could not tell you if I loved you the first moment I saw you, or if it was the second or third or fourth. But I remember the first moment I looked at you walking toward me and realized that somehow the rest of the world seemed to vanish when I was with you"
- (via tknopp93)
All I feel is frustration and all I want is to go home. I spent the past 3 months dying to be here and now all I want is to rewind back to the beginning of the summer. I’m so far past miserable that I can’t help but feel anything but defeated. College sucks.
I’m jealous that they get you and I don’t.
